I barely slept again. This has been going on multiple nights in a row. I’m in a lot of pain and discomfort. I took a narcotic this morning at 6:30. Then I took an Advil 15 minutes ago. I’m not sure I’m handling my pain well with my meds. I’m not taking too much I think I’m not taking enough. But I’m not taking them correctly to take enough. I’ve been in bed all day. I am bundled up with a lot of blankets and ice packs watching stuff on Hulu. Standing up sucks. I don’t get how a half hour surgery feels worse than a 2 hour long one. My mom went to get my Walmart order. She also picked up chipotles and I ate some but not a lot because my stomach is kind of off.

It just sucks right now. I can’t tell if I’m having any post op depression yet though. Right now I’m just worn out both mentally and physically.