OK well I have to figure out how to avoid people pulling my mood/energy down. My mood being down specifically means I shut down.... loss of energy. I ran into someone a couple of days ago who did that by doing a toxic thing, and I've so had enough of those people. I really just cannot be bothered with them anymore. I'm past that situation, I avoided their trying to pull me into bad drama, I just don't know now how to get back to the nice good days and be able to do work/things again.