Hello everyone.
I haven’t posted in a while because I used work and watching shows as an excuse for avoiding my problems. I have a huge issue with this and it seems like it is biting me in the butt every time. I am supposed to graduate in a few days but haven’t gotten anything arranged. I know, this is really bad. My friends are all really mad at me because I have isolated myself and haven’t contacted them. They don’t understand that I am depressed or why I am. Their philosophy is to just suck it up and do what I am supposed to. I understand that they are angry and I would too; but I would be more companionate and try to help. Am I wrong? I need help in telling them what is wrong with me. How can I get them to understand when they don’t really understand depression? My family is also really angry that I haven’t gotten things arranged. They keep telling me that I should be really happy and excited because I am the first to graduate from a 4 year university. But I’m not. I could care less about it. I’m actually afraid of going to the ceremony. People will just keep asking me all these questions that I can’t deal with answering. I just need some guidance or encouragement on what to do. Thanks everyone.