things in my mind have improved slightly ... just enough to get me to go out and meet a guy...
and he wants me, and i want him, badly. he's a minor,and im so conflicted cuz i want him.....
so i threw up all my food tonight. i just hate my body, im fat, im ugly, i am lonely, im useless... these meds need to work. they need to , cuz i just hate being me.