i think i agree with all the other wise and wonderful posters about this seeming like a messy situation. i'd suggest to take some Time aside before taking decisions like this and hooking up with other people. Focus on yourself for a bit perhaps. i Hope things will improve soon for everyone. Please do not give up. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Peterpeterson, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!