So Sorry you've had to deal with that! Please do not give up! Bullying can be tough to deal with i think and sometimes we can have bad thougths about it. The important thing is to not act out on them. It seems like you were able to deal with it by moving away from them at least. Does this have some repercussions on your adult Life as well? If that is the case perhaps a therapist may prove Helpful a bit. i Hope things will improve soon for everyone. Please do stay Safe. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Isaiah99, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!