I did too much today. I did too many chores and too much moving around. I felt a lot of strange pain So I took a pain pill. I counted them and this is only my 5th (out of 40) that I’ve had since I got it filled on Friday. So no wonder my pain has sucked. The narcotic has me in a super good mood right now and I can see why you can’t drive, work, or sign legal documents while taking them. I had this like tearing type of feeling in my chest and the left side of my chest near my armpit and when that happens I need a legit pain pill because Tylenol and Advil won’t help that type.

Edit: I felt like I could make it to Kohls this afternoon. I had on a hoodie in 85 degree heat. They had only one of the thing I wanted. So it was worth it. But I got so nauseated in the store that when I got home I took my Geodon, a zofran, and a Xanax and I’m sitting with pillows under my arms and 2 ice bags feeling so sick.

I have therapy tomorrow and I haven’t properly showered in 4 days. I know she won’t comment on anything but I look pretty bad.