Hurting today. Like emotional hurt. It pretty much stinks. I don't know what it is about either. I don't know if my depression has reared it's ugly head or if it is something else going on with me. I just know that I hurt inside and I want it to stop hurting.

My Mom, ever the practical one, was so not much help last night. She was like, read a book. Color. Do a word search. I was like, leave me alone. I just want to watch TV. But nicer than that because had I said that my Mom would have knocked me over the head.
Everyone seems to be like, oh you're doing so good. blah blah blah. Then why do I feel so bad?