It’s hard because I’m the one who pushed him to get his diagnosis and now he won’t give me the time of day. He was a peer counselor so I guess for him mental illness is the soup of the day, for me there are very few people I can talk to about it in real life. He seems to have thought I was narcissistic but I could be wrong, that could’ve been his ex wife. I’m in so much pain. I had no idea this wound was so deep. Thank you so much for replying . This site has always been a lifeline for me. I brought him here too but he’s gone now. It’s so ironic that he was helped by the same people that I was helped by and yet he doesn’t acknowledge that connection . He blames his mental breakdown on me when I was just the trigger. It was the same thing I went through with my divorce . That’s a whole different situation , and that man also has a very different story about what happened as I learned recently from my daughter’s boyfriend . I just for once would like to be on the same page as my partner in other words have a true partner . I guess I am not ready yet . I thought I was and apparently there is even more work I need to do on myself . I really miss my sobriety sponsor. I think she’s passed on. She used to talk to me about partnership .

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