3 years ago my dad passed and it seems like it was only 2 years ago. Maybe it’s due to the pandemic and time seems to have stopped. I wanted to go to grief counseling or support group for grief, but never did. It’s just difficult to deal with with everything that’s gone on past few years. My uncle passed away less than 2 months after my dad, and my aunt passed less than 2 years later. How do I deal with this and my grandparents lived so much longer than my dad, uncle and aunt. It does make me want to be a better person or do something to make my dad proud. I want to travel to every country my dad traveled for business trips. My dad lived the heck out of life and did not waste his time.