So Sorry For your Loss! Please do not give up! Losing someone is i think always hard and i Hope you and your Family have been and are still able to get through all of this. So Sorry for what has occured. Remember and Honor your brother as the best possible version of him. i am sure he's watching you guys from Up There. My Condolences. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Phrysca, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!