Ok. Now I need to try and manage these feelings somehow. Was hoping to see you on Tuesday but this is a bit of a curve ball. But then I can only imagine you have been thrown an even bigger curve ball to mean you have to take the rest of the month off. If you need the time, take the time. I respect you enough to be ok with that. I'll manage, and I'll make the most of life, I hope. It is short, isn't it. Sometimes shorter than we hope for. I wish I knew what was going on, but I know it's none of my business really. I hope you take care of yourself and I'll see you in 5 weeks time, I hope!