Thanks, LT. I have this notion in my head that seeing another Pdoc would be disloyal to him. I know he wants what is best for me though. I think he is a really good doctor but....what if there is something out there that is better or would work differently. I don't know if the ADHD medication is messing with the hallucinations. I've been on it for so long I don't think so but you never know. But when I don't take it I feel like crap so I am kind of scared to go off of it. I never take more than prescribed but I think I am on a pretty high dose. I can definitely tell when I forget to take that medication.