It's 10am here now, I'm tired with a sleep debt of 1.5 nights (I haven't had this much in a while!!), but happy that I caught up on some job, got another one done 1 hour early, and I've got an extended deadline for the rest without even asking?! So now I have a chance to really just try and do work without being delayed, a normal amount of it every day. That makes me feel very content too rightnow. I also felt very disillusioned early morning having gone through some bad memories about someone again but it helps with moving on and I felt even more freed and accepting of what happened. So coping right now.