Looking back at my "progress" I honestly don't know how I'm going to overcome it all one day.


What are the prospects for the people like me? We barely talk, we refuse to ask for help so people have to come to you... we just let our **** drown us slowly but steady.

The pandemic has made it really easy to self-isolate in some places. Mine's one of them. Nobody would know if I just break in two these days. I'm done with my last doc, found a new one but he's way over his capacity bc he hasn't reached back. Now I'm rambling because I don't want to confront my bed, even though I have to get back to work in 4 hours? 4ish anyway...