
Jun 10, 2021, 10:52 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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My anxiety has reached a point at which I'm panicking throughout the days. While getting my hair done yesterday I was in such a state of panic that I couldn't even enjoy the time at the salon. All I could think of is that I wanted to get home. I've developed agoraphobia - me, who has calmly traveled all over the world alone or with a child, afraid to leave my apartment! I'm on all this medication and yet still having such anxiety, it's ridiculous. No reason to be on so many meds if they aren't doing anything but raising my liver enzymes.
I've awakened with a moderate anxiety this morning, so I have hope that today may not be as bad, all I ask for is less panic. The pain of this is excruciating, and it cannot possibly be good for my body. Something has to break this cycle.
On a lighter note, the weather is absolutely gorgeous. Mid 70's. I'm enjoying it while I can, as next week is predicted to be over 100 every day.
Hugs all 'round.
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