So Sorry you're dealing with this! Please do not give up! i agree with the wise and wonderful Yaowen about being So Sorry for what is happeing then. i think asking for some different meds may be a good idea. What makes you think they won't prescribe you what you're asking for if i may ask? Sorry if that is a stupid question. Unfortunately i don't have much advice to give myself as i am not struggling too much with sleep at the moment i think. i Hope your situation will Improve really soon. Sleep is Really important. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Rose76, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!