I was thinking of going out to breakfast today. I was on my way before I changed my mind. I got full off $10 of fast food breakfast instead. I also went looking for the new Mountain Dews. I found them at a Walmart. The Pepsi guy was there, I think he had just stocked them since they weren't there yesterday. They had 2 of each flavor. I grabbed one of each of the 2 new ones. There are 4 that just came out but they have released 2 of them before. I just wanted the brand new flavors. Now I’m at home and I’m just waiting for my surgeon to do a FaceTime with me. Im still swollen and very bruised but things look good and I’m not in much pain anymore.

My anxiety got kind of sucky this afternoon. I took a couple Xanax and I’m feeling better. I’m freezing grapes and cherries for snacks/dessert. They are in the freezer now on a baking tray and then I will repackage them once they are frozen. My therapist was actually the one who told me about frozen grapes and cherries.

I’m trying to eat healthy especially since my surgery was so successful. I feel a lot more motivated to get into shape and eat better now that my self esteem is better.

My mom made noodles for this weekend and opened the can of roast beef I got the other day and put it in a microwave container. I’ll have beef and noodles for a few nights along with the cherries and grapes. I also have a small canned ham and several packages of frozen vegetables. Plus cereal flavored oatmeal and soup and my leftover funeral potato’s from last night. I meal prepped a lot these last couple days. I should be good. I wish I had some quinoa and bananas though but I have a carton of iced coffee and a couple cartons of diet sweet tea so I won’t have to go out for coffee. I also have some Fruity Pebbles coffee creamer and some K cups for the Keurig if I want hot coffee.