There’s this wedding this weekend that everyone is going to and it’s my choice not to go but I do feel a bit left out. But a lot of people are going to be there and I’m uncomfortable seeing a whole bunch of people at one time. Plus I’m kind of stuck at the house until I can get a ride back from someone. And it could be midnight before someone’s ready to head back. I get tired early and then cranky early. I feel like I’d just be a burden on my mom and super uncomfortable and awkward around everyone. But today besides the anxiety and too much caffeine I coped well. I ate healthy, got out of the house for a bit, and I am overall pleased with how things turned out despite my surgeon not calling today. The pain is still there but it’s not a big deal unlike Sunday, Monday and Tuesday when it was almost unbearable.