Having a hard time dealing with things today. I'm feeling very out of it. It's very hard for me to discuss and open up in the forums because of very negative experiences I won't get into, but I wish I could utilize this site as it's designed. It's hard enough finding one thread where I feel comfortable to share in general. Hope everyone else is doing OK. I should probably consider getting back on my meds and therapy. I don't know how I slowly got out of that habit, but anyway...