So Sorry you have to put up with this! Please do not give up! i think finding some more supportive friends may be a solution. Of course that may not be easy but you can see if there are some support groups near you for example. i Hope things will improve soon for everyone. You deserve the Support. Everyone deserves some Support. Please do keep us updated if you can and want to. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Alive99, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!