So Sorry you have to put with this! Please Do not give up! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about trying not to take it too personally and making sure it was the correct time perhaps. Hopefully she will call you back so that she can explain what happened. in any case it seems like you did what she requested. Hopefully things will Improve really soon for everyone. Try to talk to your doctor if it can Help you make you feel Better even a little bit. Please do keep us updated if you can and want to. Try to do something nice like cooking. Sorry if this post wasn't Helpful. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @whatever2013, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!