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I was so frenetically busy with my reno and shopping and socializing with my neighbors yesterday that i took today off in exhaustion. I haven't been sleeping well either and last night was particularly bad.
It didn't help that the phone date i had scheduled for this morning fell thru when the woman did not pick-up and hasn't contacted me to explain either. I'm going to let her go, i was doing all the heavy-lifting anyways.
She has a career and a family, so i think she might be kidding herself when she thinks she has time for a girlfriend. All i ever got were some hurried distracted messages. A relationship is clearly not high on her list of priorities and i want to be treated like a queen so i'd best move on.
I'll be meeting a whole bunch of new people in September IRL anyways as i turn 55 in late August and FINALLY qualify for a vibrant seniors center in my city, so maybe i'll hold my horses til then.
Rethinking the whole same-sex relations too. I've been het all my life. I guess i'm bi and it doesn't matter what gender the person is as long as i'm in love with them.
So, it's been a disappointing day. I comforted myself with food and pop and i have weigh-in tomorrow morning, so it was bad timing. I finished the day with a good salad tho, so hopefully all the vegetable fiber will help me eliminate the junk as waste.
Jane.
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