Oh and thanks everyone for the hugs! I really appreciate it. I was just being too paranoid and taking things too personal. I was on 5 mgs of zyprexa and I've lowered it down to half. I have just got to lose weight. I've gained a ton from psych meds. Anyway I think that's affecting me too. Its so difficult trying to find the right combo as I'm sure everyone can relate. So take care everyone!