I got desperate and took a quetiapine. But I noticed I was sleeping so lightly when my cat meowed. I think I'm going to toss the stuff out. It's basically as good as hitting myself over the head with a frying pan. For years that was all I took, and now I'm starting to realized why I never felt good. I feel sick to my stomach.

I've also been off opiods for a week, so that might be part of it. I'm feeling grumpy and hope I'll sleep some more but I doubt it.