Everytime I remember what happened this week I feel like such an idiot. I can’t believe how careless I was, I almost really hurt myself and the baby. I was so scared I had. I feel humiliated about the encounter with the police even though I know that’s how they treat everyone. I could have really hurt the other person too. Do you think it was cursed? I don’t know how I’m going to get another car before the baby is born.