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Alive99
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Default Jun 13, 2021 at 08:21 AM
 
I'm so tired. I need not only hope to go on but an actual solution. I need to try and describe my issue clearly.

I have had this issue in the last 3.5 years (depression, cPTSD, whatever).

I try to keep working (remote work, part time in theory), but I don't have enough support or help or something is missing because it means I literally have zero time or energy for nothing else.

I wanted to do training, or just have fun, or anything, but I can't because if the work task needs more than a couple of hours, I end up staying up all night, not being able to work, I just feel stress, pressure, overload, crisis, eventually bad emotions, everything, then maybe by morning I'm able to start and then I work during the next day without any sleep until I finish it.

That completely messes up my days until I recover. By the time I recover, I have to do the next "too big" work task like this. So I don't have time to do training, or to do anything else, 90% of the days. It has started to wear my health down too.

It's been like this for 3.5 years.

I keep missing deadlines anyway. That's been a problem before.

I have had so enough of it. Sometimes I have good days but then the bad days come back anyway. Too many of them are like this upside down mess. And I'm stuck in there, I am not seeing a way out of it without external help.

I hate how I have NO life and I am concerned about my health.

Any suggestions please?

Last edited by Alive99; Jun 13, 2021 at 08:34 AM..
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