Another day of feeling just awful. I laid in bed for awhile but I just forced myself to get up to put my laundry in. My basket is beyond full. I’m going to take my son to his coding class and then I must get over to Verizon to purchase a new phone. I got my phone replaced under warranty a mere two weeks ago and now this new one is doing the exact same thing as the old one. I can only hear calls on speaker and no one can hear me talk. I don’t get it! I’m wondering if it’s an app I downloaded but I really haven’t downloaded many. The new one was Medisafe but that wasn’t on my old phone. I have no idea what’s going on. But I’m only a month out from an upgrade so I’m going to cut my losses and just purchase the new iPhone. I didn’t want to because I wanted my monthly bill to be lowered but I need a working phone.

I did have fun with my brother’s family yesterday but unfortunately he had a panic attack and had to leave early. At least I got to see him for a little while. RS also made an easy version of strawberry shortcake. Just sweetened strawberries put in sponge cake cups with whipped cream. Very delicious.

I’m trying to eat a bit healthier but with this crushing depression it’s hard to make good choices. I really just don’t want to eat much at all so when I think of something I can choke down I just have to have that just to get something in me. I’m not going to beat myself up about it right now.

I just hope as I go up on the seroquel xr i will begin to feel better. I am in just complete emotionally crushing pain