I have lost all interest in doing anything. I thought that as I got vaxxed and we started turning the corner on COVID I would feel a sense of wanting to do things again but I just don’t anymore. I tell myself I’m gonna go to the place I used to hike but the weekend comes and goes and I never do. All my old interests I kind of feel blah about. I’m falling behind at work. I’m giving up hope that I will get my life together. I’m drifting apart from my family. I went to a movie the other week but I just wanted to scroll through my phone in the theater. I wasn’t really paying attention. I’m hoping this passes soon. I am finding just being alive to be a chore.