i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about sharing a bit of your anxiety if that would make you feel a little bit Better! Hopefully he will be able to Support you through this! From what you wrote it does seem like things are going smoothly so i think the best way to avoid things to get worse is to simply be yourself and keep doing what you're already doing at least in my opinion. Hopefully things will continue to go Well. New relationships can be scary but i think you can handle this. Stay Safe. Sending Love. Please do keep us updated if you can and want to. Do try to practice some more self-esteem if possible. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @xRavenx, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!