I said he's upfront about not being in love, he said he doesn't believe in the whole idea of being in love. I didn't say he doesn't reciprocate texts. I don't need to hear from him everyday. But I know that if I'm doing all the driving it's because it suits him better, and it's not fair. He said someday he'll come this way. I truly believe he's a good guy that maybe got a bit more involved than he thought. He's blunt. He tells me like it is. So a guy that loves me but isn't in love with me is just fine by me.

I am going to stop initiating texts like i have been. During the winter I lost interest and he'd still ask how I was doing, I ignored him for a while. He must like something about me or he wouldn't keep in touch, boost my own self esteem, say nice things about me. I'm not ready to give up, but yes I was kind of getting ahead of myself asking if I could come over, because he once said he'd never come to see me uninvited. I still think he want's to see me, and I've had enough men that said they were in love with me, to prove those words mean nothing. His actions show he cares very much. He cooks for me, asks if I'm allergic to anything or what health needs he needs to be aware of. If I just get to see him a few more times I'm happy. If not, I let him go his own way. But he always says it was a good time and a pleasure to see me.