I don’t have insurance which means med adjustments are not in the cards for me. I just don’t have the... energy to take them. I’m tired of fighting and struggling. I can’t fix myself, and I have been reliably informed that no one can fix things for me. Life is too hard for me, I just don’t “get it”. I had a trauma a little over two years ago and my whole life has fallen apart since then, throw COVID on top and I just don’t want to anymore.