That is a deep question i think so. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about keeping a certain routine and having Hope that things will get better. i think that Helps a bit to cope with certain difficult moments at least for me then. i Hope you will be able to find something that helps you too as Well if you need it. Try to focus on the things that make you Happy. i Hope you're also getting treatment if you can afford it. Just try to do the best you can each day. Hopefully things will Improve for everyone soon. Sending Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to ALL of you, @jrae, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!