i can relate a bit to what you write here at least. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters to talk about this to a professional doctor and that it may possibly be a case of adhdh. However i am not a professional doctor so take that with a grain fo salt. Definitely consult with someone else. Hopefully you find the answers you want to know. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Whereto52, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!