Dear T,
I need to talk to you about some stuff from yesterday. I do think I need to leave out the fact that it *did* kind of feel more relaxed and friend-like, because I don't want you to say we can't meet outside again like that. Or even if you didn't do that, if you'd keep your guard way up.

But I think I need to talk about the awkwardness of the goodbye and also how you are requiring the full 24 hours (or at least 23 hours) notice re: Friday when in the past (including recent past), you haven't. And I *know* it's only fair to ask for that, but at the same time, if you were relaxed about it before, then suddenly aren't, I question why. And that, in turn, makes me worry about other potential changes.

I mean, let's be honest, I'll probably wind up keeping the session. But I also would like to have more time to decide, if at all possible. But I also don't want to turn this into a poorly timed conflict.

I think I just need to process some stuff with you about yesterday. Hm...I wonder if the stuff at the end, both with Friday and then the awkward goodbye, was more difficult for me because it *did* feel more friend-like for most of the session, and then you were asserting boundaries? Yeah, I'm pretty sure that's related...

Love,
LT