I'm still thinking about him. Another thing he did was make it seem like I need common sense advice. Maybe I did but I don't think so. I did change since I met him, I never felt like looking feminine or wearing dresses. I don't feel good in my body, and I was body shamed by the last guy I was with. That's hard to get out of my head, how the last guy I was with made me feel awful about my body. This guy is just honest. He didn't body shame me.

I don't know who said in here, that this guy is not a good one. I don't know what that's based on. So, I chose to drive to see him, so what.. I like to get out on my own. I'm not in love with him, but I love him. What's wrong with that? And I've no place of my own that's private.
I'm not worried about this, but I do think of him and I wish he'd ask me over again, or come this way to do something with me. I'm guessing that's not going to happen. I don't know what's so bad about a man that upfront told me he wouldn't be able to have a relationship because his plans are to move to another country?
If I want a warm body, and a man that doesn't want to have commitment of any kind, so what?

I've been married, that went horribly. I had a long relationship with a man who insisted he was in love with me, well no one that loves a woman would treat me the way he did. I'll wait...... if I hear nothing I'm still ok, but I love him. Who says there's some kind of rule to follow.... he's already mentioned something about the games women play with texting... he's ancient, he's been around, he knows how women react. He's probably thinking I'm too attached and is distancing himself. That's good.. I'd hate to find out he thought I needed him for something. He also works sometimes on the weekends. He did kind of date me, he did pay for meals, I've forgotten a lot. He was my friend for almost a year, well more with texting, and we just tried having sex lately. Maybe I'm not what he's looking for that way. I'm ok, I feel like it's time to cut my hair short and wear rollers lol. I'm too old for games.