So Sorry you're dealing with this. i agree with the other wise and wonderful about giving you welcome and giving a limit to your credit cards if you have them. Giving your debit card to your cousing was a wise decision i think. i Hope you're also getting the necessary treatment. Definitely try to ask for Help to friends or relatives if you can. i don't think you need to be ashamed about asking for Help. Stay Safe. Please do keep su updated if you want to. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Lizzie1813, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!