Dear T, I hope you are ok. I'm thinking of you, way more than I would like to be truthful, but I am, and I think it unlikely that this will change over the coming weeks. I hope you are grieving, not in a mean way, but because it is a natural process and one that you have taught me is healthy. But I hope that you are coping. I hope that you are finding a way through it all.

I went to see old T this week. It was good to see her. Terrifying but good. She totally got it. Totally understood why I was feeling like I was, and helped me to see that it was a fairly natural response to the current situation. She has also agreed to be a therapy guardian for me, should anything happen to you or should you have to stop working for any reason. I'm very glad of that. It's been on my mind for a while, though my thoughts never turned to Old T for some reason.

I'm sure you'll be ok with that. I hope you'll be ok with that.

Please take care of yourself, like I am taking care of myself. Trying to at least. Sometimes that's all we can do, right?

Love me x