I can see why they say people who misuse Xanax are skinny. I’ve barely eaten today but my mind just wants a Xanax instead of food.

I am in a lot of trouble and I’ll be in even more trouble after therapy and my Pdoc appointment.

I’m calling my Pdoc now and asking if he can raise my lamictal. I am going crazy with anxiety and depression and I don’t know how much more I can take. But I know I can’t wait until Monday.

I left a message for my Pdoc. I took my Geodon and ate some noodles from a couple cans of soup. So far my anxiety isn’t much better but I don’t feel as frantic as I did before with my moods.