I don't even understand why I made the thread, I've been very moody and it could be that I'm in withdrawal and confused, I guess I do like to hear what someone else thinks, but I still have to figure out what I'm doing for myself.
He hasn't texted anyways, I guess I knew I was doing something stupid, and I think I ruin things on my own, even knowing I'm doing it. I don't make sense, I hope I didn't waste anyones time with this.