Nothing wrong with that. I was close with my mom until she passed away few years back. Sometimes I forget and want to share about situations and then I remember that I can’t. My husbands mom died too young and so my sons in law mom and they often bring up how they’d like to share something with their moms but can’t anymore. So I hope you keep being close with your mom. Don’t ever stop

My daughter shares with me and she is in her 30s like you