I can echo your feelings word to word, though you seem to have through your separation and the heartburn further along than I. It’s been barely over a month for me and I am going through the same emotions and thoughts. The pain, hurt, loneliness - it’s scary. Never thought I would actually would feel this way. It’s been a painful 6 weeks and feel lonely when I get back to my empty place. Talking to friends and acquaintances seems to help a bit during the day, but by night fall it all comes back. Based on your recent posts, seems like you are beginning to cope up. That gives me hope and motivation to look forward to things. I am trying keep muscle busy with various activities, but somewhere along the sense of loss keeps haunting me. Unfortunately we don’t have the kind of family support system here than back home. Well I am glad you are getting back on your feet, hope to get there soon myself.