My Pdocs office called back and he wants to do a FaceTime with me tomorrow afternoon. I also have an appointment with my primary half an hour after the Pdoc one and I see my therapist today. I’m hoping to get some relief from all 3 of them. Has anyone tried CBD oil or gummies for severe anxiety? I’ve heard it works better then benzos and it’s not addicting. I’m going to ask my doctors tomorrow about it. I hope therapy goes ok today. My anxiety is off the charts and she’s a big part of my issue. I went to Best Buy to get a different pair of headphones. I wanted a different color then black. These were more expensive and they were originally $300! But they were on sale for $169. I got a nice blue pair. I have to return the other ones to Target. I haven’t picked them up yet they could only be delivered to the store. I feel a bit guilty having $300 headphones plus I’ve heard “flaunting your wealth” can get you physically attacked so I don’t know about using them in public. But I was able to get a few things with my cash reward points and still have barely anything on the card. So I feel like it’s ok.

I’ve really been struggling with eating. Today anything but bananas and Goldfish crackers is making my anxiety bad and is making me feel weird. I know the whole ED thing has been heavily suggested before so I don’t know if this is that or if it’s an autism thing where I am only able to eat specific foods.