Thanks for the detailed answer.

Sounds like fun with the dog.

Do you mind me asking, why are you not employed?

My current/main problem is that I'm trying to keep up with work and I don't get time for anything else because of trying so hard. Movie watching? ehh... Cleaning up the bathroom? Eh, easier than movie watching but I don't have time for it every day for sure lol. And the routine keeps getting killed when there is enough chaos from trying to keep up this part time work.

The worst part of that is that my sports training also goes down the drain. Even if I made myself go, the stress means I would get injured or otherwise be affected in a bad way by trying to exercise while there's the extreme stress

Tbh even if I didn't have work to do....it'd take a while to figure out what the hell I want to do then. (Other than sports training&racing, I ALWAYS know I want to do that lol) Well I do actually know what I want to do....I know very concretely too. I just feel like most of the time I forget lol