I’m just really disturbed by the level of unprofessionalism in the mental health field. These are people with PHD’s and they act like this. I told my mom this morning that my old T had done some gaslighting regarding the email thing. And I never say anyone gaslights me. Then my new therapist told me the old one didn’t mention anything about her part in the email fiasco but basically blamed it all on me. What kind of therapist does that? The email thing was started by her and ended up the way it did because of her. When I told the new T all this she said sarcastically “I wish she had told me that” Then the new one is such a mess too I feel physically and mentally gross by her disturbing behavior today. She told me she has 2 other clients with autism but they are higher functioning then I am. That’s almost the type of comment you report a therapist for. But I don’t want to get a bad rap with this place.

I swear the only legit people I have in my life is my family and MSF. I am questioning a lot of stuff right now that went on in the last 15 months and I was already heading for a breakdown before therapy today.