I didn’t expect to see your name in my inbox this evening. It’s really thrown me. Seeing your break dates caused immediate panic to shoot through my body, even though I’m not seeing you at the moment anyway. WTF. 5 weeks tomorrow since last contact. Honestly I have no idea what to do, I know I ought to reply but I don’t know if I can. I know you said it’s fine not to…but…I imagine you’re concerned and also I should let you know what I’m thinking, if I’m coming back….but the truth is I really really don’t know.