I do not think that I do when I am at home, but out in public, I can see it. I try to make sure it is all some professional discussion. Or maybe some sort of way of it that seems like I don't have it at all. It jumps into my mind sometimes that I need to 'pull it off'. I can see that I do not try this at home. But then sometimes I'm like 'act natural'. So it's sinking in this concept. I have duped no one though. It's obvious I haven't. It's clear to me that I am not fooling anyone, so I guess it's time to not try to do that anymore. I guess it means I do not want to seem worse than what act I put up.
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