Off to get my 2nd covid shot in a bit. I don't know if I'm going by myself or if my mom's taking me. I got my keys back and I've gone out since then, but if I don't have to be alone I don't want to be. The only sleep I've gotten in ~2 months is drugged sleep and it's really starting to get to me. Hard to think, nearly impossible to speak, memory is shot, etc. Today's my rest day from running so I'll do some yoga but that won't take nearly as much out of me, it's calming but only for a bit I get hyped up so easily, so I doubt I'll sleep at all tonight.
Btw, anyone know what to say when you're calling a place to be evaluated to see if you have ADHD, like what do you ask? I'm used to showing up to a doctor's and being like "ow, my side," and them saying "kidney stone" not me showing up saying "evaluate me for kidney stones" that idea's just weird to me.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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