I'm really sorry that you haven't heard from your T. That seems a little unlike her from what you have shared about her here. I do agree that the waiting can be intolerable, and I have also been surprised sometimes by how wrong the scenario my brain has spun out can be sometimes. Until you know how your T feels, it's probably better to assume she won't terminate you. She really cares about you, and she has been working with you for a while now. Whatever happened in session, unless maybe you physically attacked her, I bet you can work through it with her.