Ok. I finally told my mom about my Xanax problem. And she says I have to talk to my doctor about it tomorrow. She says I’m addicted and probably immune to it as well and that’s why I sometimes need 5 a day. I hope he’s understanding. I’m not sure what happened after my surgery and why I had a change in behavior. but I know my therapist is downright traumatizing me so I’m glad I am taking care of that.

This is huge that I admitted my problem to my mom and that I’m going to finally talk to my doctor. I’m just going to be straight up blunt with him and say “I am addicted to my Xanax and I’m out of control with it.”

Can he hospitalize me for that or send me to rehab?